Wanting more

I want more from my life. I want to go back to school and work towards a career that I love and makes me better money. I have been thinknig about ti for awhile now. I'll admit. My sister in law has inspired me to go back to school. She is and she is in her 40's. I am proud of her for getting out there and going for something better. I just wish we had the money so I can enroll. I can do all basic classes and work would pay for them, but once I have to go further I am on my own paying and hopefully I can get some help with that.
I don't want to stay at the company I am at now forever. I don't want to be one of those employees that have made it to 20 years. I want better. Some of those I work with really get under my skin and some who I once thought were friends have showed how different I really am from them. It amazes me how something small can tell you so much about a person.
I sat and thought about this today. How much I want to do something else. For now I am going to be grateful I have this job, since so many others don't have a job at all. I just want better, something to feel really proud of. I hope I can achieve that.